Hate
Death, Suiside, Threats
Guilty, sad, angry
Kill
Evil Place
I want you
to see me
in all this pain
you put me threw
with all the cuts on my knees
you left me in the middle
for all to see
what you have done
to my face and to my soul
laughing, staring inside of I
the one who is beatin
everynight by the evil one
with thy name
to harsh to be said
you, cruched the inner me
that only you can see
you task is done
now let me slit my unwanted throught
the way you wanted
now my soul is finally free
away from the unwanted person
i once was in this evil place.
Haunt
The blood runs down
as fast as can be
away from the pain
the scare you left on me
the bruses, the cuts
all visable to the eye
without a guilty soul
you strike again
once more, then again
not a bit of guilt
on how this might feel
until im gone
all the pain is still in me
no more sleep
for you have haunted my dreams
haunting my soul
haunting everything in me
and everything i have
Vudu Doll
You feel pain all over your body
not knowing it is the pain from your fellow jelous
companion, that is putting neddles in a doll that
represents you!
Pain
Your love is full of hate
a river of blood
flowing in me
scared, not knowing who to do
i hide once more
the pain is to much
for my gental soul
the knife laying
looking up at me
i pick it up
follow the vain on my wriest
its over
no more pain inside of me.
Rope
the hate is running threw me
like the blood that flows threw my body
with all thr pain and fear
there is no more room for flowers and butterflies
pushed me to my last breath
to many wounds
all to much to heel
infecting them all
not knowing what it will do to my body
the pain has gone to far
i lay here on my last day
reaching for the rope that will no longer cause
me pain for i have gone to a better place
(untitled)
Our lives have gone by a long with the nights and the days
you created a feeling from me that i have never experienced
our lives our so much different but yet so much a like
my life was created by you
you got me into this music style that lives in me and has no way
of escaping
because of you this is who i am now
i apologize for never giving you a chance
never waiting for things to get better
whenever times got tough.... it was over
you were always there
i called, you answered
im happy its over
you gave me a chance to breath
to escape and find myself
you always wanted the best for me
and you are the best for me
im not asking for you back
im asking for a friendship
a friendship that will never end
the feeling you gave me, the one you created
i looked down inside of myself and refused to get lost and reolized
it was love
a love that will keep growing for you
thank you
- i wrote this letter to Matthew Salsbury, because he means a great
deal to me and he knows that and yeah, i thought this would be a great way to show him how much a care for him.
Endless lies
Your lies are like a cut
all over my skin
you look like a lame mut
lost yourself in a bin
you thought i wouldnt notice
maybe to stupid to care?
that was so bogice
i thought i was being fare
you said you loved me
never letting me go
why was i to blind to see
that what you did was low
i did all i could for you
you never aprisiated anything i did
i guess i should have knew
who was i to kid
for your endless lies
Away from me
you've taken this life away from me
thers nothing left for me to see
my love for you was so strong
but i guess our love was so wrong
you never felt the same way
we both lived a lie day by day
you always said you loved me
you never ment a word you said
im lieing here now almost dead
your all i have to blame
why are u so lame?
i saw you with her on that night
i thought our relationship was going alright
you two looked so happy on the beach
she was so close to you, like a leash
I thought we were together
i thought our love was better
know i lay here without you
theres nothing left for me to do
*the drugs and alchohal are almost done
*opps look my life is done
your the only one i loved
you've taken this life away from me
Jessica's Poems!!
(Untitled)
I wish I could go ne where buh here
To get away frum what I
fear
Buh I kant hold bak the tears
Wen I c them coming near
I kant xplain the way I feel
The pain inside iz jus 2 real
As I cut myself I feel like im falling
On the floor I find myself
crawling
It hurtz so much and I want this 2 end
As I write a g0odbye
letter to all of mi friends
At the bottom I sign mi name
I wrote that I loved them all,
I jus hope they felt the same
Now im gone and I kant get in ne wuns way
On the wet, red fl0or
I lay
No wun kan make me feel like shyt now
i wish there wuz an easier
way, buh I dont kno how
mi friends pick up the dirty knife
the one that stole mi life
they start 2 cry
because they knew that wen I said I wuz happy
it wuz a lie
now they wished they could talk 2 me
maybe if they could, then
they would c
I had 2 many problems I had to fix
2 many ppl playin dirty trix
everydae receiving dirty l0okz
I wish I had one of those perfect
lives, the ones they talk about in fairytale b0okz
(Untitled)
All of mi thoughts are bent and twisted
The
amount of emotions cannot b listed
The way I feel I dare not say
In the light green grass I lay
Feeling frozen and
lifeless on the ground
Lost in imagination, this picture I found
Thinking about the way life should b
All the good
things I cannot c
Im holding mi last breath
All of these thoughts r memories til death
mi life iz draining away
not
a lot of people understand y I dont want to stay
but wen I wake up, itz all just a dream
and yet again I am ripped at
the seems
unexplained wounds on mi body, getting deep
shadows begin to creep
I kant take it, im losing mi mind
The
lost world, I cannot find
I have to leave now, il miss you
Where im going? I wish I knew
